Meanwhile in my head, I'm undergoing open-heart surgery. - Anne Sexton.
887"You’re worried about getting things succesfully done in order to attain some degree of self-worth. Your soul is for sale; You most likely deceive yourself in order to convince yourself. Letting go equals failing, isn’t that right? And you forget outstandingly well, don’t you? You forget that It takes admirable courage not only to try but also to gracefully give up." - Albert Camus, from Notebooks, 1951-1959